This is just an outlet for me, to be able to get my thoughts out! I am a Woman, Wife and Mommy that also works outside the home! Just me trying to make it all work for the best for my family and myself! Just my journey!

Friday, March 14, 2008

Awake, just a little bit longer....

I heard about the kids getting to enjoy their dune buggies and Quad yesterday! I must say I was very very jealous, I used to be there to see everything they did.

I am still trying to get a good hold on this foreman's position. Where is the even balance? What kind of foreman do I want to be? Where do I stand? Dear God, please don't let me be a pushover!!!

The most amazing thing has been happening... we are constantly down to 1/2 load of laundry! WoHOOOOOO! Yes, it is amazing! Oh yea I should tell you I do maybe 3 loads of laundry per week, hubby does the other 400,000,000!!!! It is so great to have a supportive hubby and a great one! Oh yea, this morning, for the first time evvvveeeeerrrr I got breakfast in BED! Yes, yes yes! Toast, oatmeal and 1/2 cup of coffee. Do you think this might have been his way of getting me out of bed!? It worked before I was finished with my toast I was downstairs! If I don't get up early I don't see my babies!

Crazy life, I worry! I worry about my kids and my hubby! Everyone is fine I am just concerned for them!

I do have a crazy fear of coming home. Until I open the door and find everyone ok, it is always a long prayerful ride home! It promotes me to pray and I know where my dependence lies. It lays with God! So putting it like that says I'm ok, no big deal. Putting it as a real fear leaves me vulnerable and insane, not strong! His strength is made perfect in my weakness.o


  1. I think it takes a while to get your groove in a new job. You'll do great!!!

    And breakfast in bed????? What a great start to the day!!

    I get up early sometimes to snuggle with my munchkin. Sometimes on weekdays that's my only opportunity. I SO understand.

  2. Chrissy -- One of my favorite sayings is, "Pray for a good harvest, but continue to hoe!" I know you are regularly asking God to direct you, so you'll be fine in all ways -- job and family. Your husband does sould like a great guy. We've been married almost 43 years and Hubby still doesn't know how to run the washer! But, he does do other things. :)

  3. Hang in there, all will be well.

    btw, I am so jealous of your laundry situation I am finding it difficult to concentrate on being nice in this comment! ;)