More questions of myself

It has been a good vacation from work and I think it has been a good break for the kids! But it has left me with even more questions, about the mom thing, the being a daughter thing and the being the wife thing oh and I forgot to mention the being a working woman thing!!

Hubby and the kids and I have enjoyed the time we have had together! But, I am left wondering am I doing this family thing right? Most of the time I think I am tough, but sometimes, I know when, I am a big ol softy! I guess I think they need to know grace!

Adam has spent his entire break ungrounded, he has really shown some effort in the academics area! His grades haven't changed much, but he is not a discipline problem, he just needs organization skills!! Uhhhmm so do I!!

I have kept Ya's from her horse-riding lessons, cause I want her all to me! She is such a sweet heart when she asks if she has lessons this week it almost breaks my heart to tell her "NO" but, in order not to have anywhere to run to I say "NO"
Mitchey really is the baby and he works it well and we play to it well! He is such a kind hearted young man! I just love him! He was supposed to spend the night at his friends, the other night, and was returned home because he misses his mommy and his daddy! Right now, he is cuddled into daddys arms closely and both are snug for a good nights rest! Ahhh

Today was a good day out with my dad! we all ate well and laughed out loud! I loved every second of it!

It did leave me questioning myself and why I

do and don't do the things I do!
UHHH! More questions for myself to ponder! Isn't that just the way life goes!`