I want this job.........

It posted, the job in the "Roundhouse" the type of job I have been in training for! This job is what "they" have sent me back to cover, until they find someone. I sure hope I am someone that can fill these shoes!!! I am not exactly the perfect candidate but I am extremely motivated and extremely SCARED!!! I am one week from my 36Th Birthday and this is the last goal I had set to achieve in this year, it still has time to happen.
I am asking, Believe, pray and hope with me, please!